Really thanks to my friends who msged me regarding...

I am sorry that i din get to reply your. I only get to lay down; settle all my emotions and everything at this time. Life is really unpredictable and i always agreed with this. Think back from Jan 2008 till now, it's seems like everything is going "Hay Wire". What is going on?

I was dragging my feets through the NTU tour. These days, i hardly smile due to... then now again.. another thing popped out. i dun like this feeling. i dun wan to be emo, i wan be who i am in the past ,with all those stupid jokes and laughters. *sigh~

I am still not sure whether.., going to this NTU tour is a right choice. I know i couldn't get in but i still wan it! But how? Everything is too late. There's no way i can "Rise" my GPA in such a short time and i know i am not really that smart afterall. Although Secondary School times were like 2yrs ago, i still miss it. I still miss those Timetables, Tutions, textbooks, worksheets etc. During those days, i only need to study, study and studyy~ But now, i have to worry about money, work experience, job opportunities, GPA, friends, etc. Okay, i know i can't turn the time back.. I guess i shall stay strong, i should be able to pull through it. i am sure i can, i can...

Now, it's really really really the time for me to decide and do some plannings after my diploma. What my status will be in the future, only lies on my own hands.

i understand that $$$ is a problem but....

if i am jus only supporting myself, i am okay with diploma....now~