Tuesday, August 14, 2007
depress :((
11:45 PM
Monday; i din went for sch; cox i am sick of seeing the teacher's face.
Tue; i din went sch again cox of my laziness. >.<
Tue Morning;
i received a call from my boyfriend, before he head for his school. we will always sms/call each other in the morning.. =p
After i hanged up Boyfriend's line, i continued my lovely sleep. i have never enough of my slps.. your should know rite? when there is holidays, i always woke up at 2-3pm. :))
then; my phone vibrates again.. Really damm tired to reach the phone.. but the vibration is so irritating.. Zzzz
Darren called. He told me that my Sec School classmate's mother pass away.. i was like; "really?"..
i quickly called Pecky and checked wit her. i put down the call, after it rang thrice. i bet she is sleeping. so i went back to my dreamland again.
Finally; she called. We decided to went over there. At first, we only thought of hanging over there like 30 minutes.. but when we reached there, the place was so quiet; no relatives; no friends.. only my friend and her dad. (my friend does not have any siblings)
Is so heartbreaking seeing my friend like this... She din cried; but the more calm she is; the more heartbreaking we are..
We helped her to fold the stuffs. She can't really finish all by herself. And i really wan to do something fer her.. Actually, i din really talk to her in class and still i bullied her sometimes..
zzz .. haii..
Her dad is under some depression.. He was like sayin some things that are... hmm..
then the guys came.. okay, i din really expect to see all of them in this situation. why must we meet up in this situation?.. this is not really a time for us to "catch up" each other..
0kay, ... now i am missing something.. A lost friendship that i wish i can get it back.. can i? ..
I stayed over there for 4 hours; mute; busy folding..
i really wana give her a helping hand...
