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Monday, June 11, 2007

misses lot
11:50 PM

Monday; 11 june’07

mood;aggravated


I was busy the whole day, studyin for my Biochem & Applied Physics.
Hubbie;s gonna be back by today.
I felt weird, what should I say to him?
I miss him too much in those three days; and now wordless. ..
In the first day; he went off to Malaysia.
I desperately ON my phone with loud ringing tone, waitin fer my hubbie to call/ sms me when he reached Malaysia.
Butt…. No single cal/ sms was made.
I stared at my phone in mist.
What to do? I went to my bed, lie there; to make myself ‘ to sleep mode’. ..
I din… I turned back, took my phone and look at all those pictures we took in the past, the msgs he sent to me. ..
Whenever I looked at it; I felt the care he gave & it was like everything…
I misssss him now.



Second day,

I went over to meet miss nah; yalian & she dun look good…
She looked sick & sad.. which I din know why either..
Mayb I meet her in the wrong time..
I am sorrie.
The shoppin was a little quiet…
Both of us went off at 5pm.
I sat in the bus; looking through the window.. wondering what was my hubbie doing at that time?
Received Hubbie;s msg at 23:19 but I was not suppose to reply back.
Hubbie was using his friend’s phone so I guess hubbie’s phone does not have auto roaming; he couldn’t call me.
I slept at 3am, thinking of something else.



Today; I woke up at 1pm.


& now, I was thinking what I have to say to my hubbie when he called.
Well~ we din chat for like 3 days! And I am mute now.
We chat every day, but now no words were spoken these few days.
Will he miss me? ? ?
I placed my phone in my room, and buried myself with those school works again.
Saw his 9 miss calls at 7.45pm. *numb
I returned his call, I kept quiet.
He said why am I so quiet? I din know either…
Mayb miss his voice too much that I dun wan to speak. I just want to flood my ears with all his voice..
He asked about the keyboard & ben’s ice cream.
I lied.
Who say I wont use the keyboard? Who sae I won’t eat the ice cream?
I use the keyboard like almost the three days coz I miss hubbie, I took the ice cream out like almost the three days even I din ate a lot. I ate 1 spoon of it.
I miss him so much that I cherish everything he gave, looking at the keyboard & ice cream, makes me feel better; trying to “an wei” myself..


“dun worry, he will be back by 3 days”… I said to myself.

I love him lots && lots.